hello readers and thankyou for reading. I had a little christmas miracle accur over the break. you all know how this whole tyler thing really tore me up. I would love to thank brittny, james, chris, ej, vincent, and all others of whom I forgot to mention for picking up the peices and puting me back together. I am just lost in the twists and turns in the maze of my paranoia and deep thinking.

About a week ago, I get a fortune cookie saying, and I quote, "A friendship will be renewed by a fond memory." I was completely over the heartbreak and the impulse to fix everything. I scoffed, put it in my back pocket, and forgot about it. it was fuffilled two days later: Tyler sinscerely apologized and asked to be friends again in such a mellow and relaxed tone I barely recogized him. he said he was going through a rought time. I could understand I guess because he was transitioning to a new preppy private school and his dad didn't want us talking and his dad was giving him alot of shit. Regardless, it was so out of character of the angry and frustrated guy I knew. Don't get me wrong I'm sooo glad he called I"m not sure why he would. what does it mean? was it the power of the fortune cookie or coincidence? I wanna ask but its none of my buisness and I don't want to offend him. maybe its better if I didn't know. what do you guys think?